Abigail's Session Continued
Chapter 2 - The Living Water - continued
F: So slightly transparent?
A: Yes, slightly transparent and glowing slightly. I’ve still got fingers and I’ve still got a mouth, but I feel like I have dropped... I don’t have a bladder and I don’t have a stomach or something like that, and I don’t have some of these...
I have a heart still, but some of these other physical layers of my body, they’re not there anymore.
I’m much lighter energetically, but I am still in a body form and I’ve got a crystal now.
Matching foreheads. We’ve both got these. He’s laughing. He said, "Look at our matching foreheads."
I’ve got, again, this big sceptre crystal in my forehead.
F: Can you describe where you are at the moment?
A: I’m in a tunnel and I am on a craft. It’s big, and the craft is alive. I can actually hear it talking if I focus.
I can link into other beings that are on this craft and I can almost, by telepathy, hear them.
If I use my focus I can tune in and hear things if I need to. I can hear the ship almost like buzzing somehow, but it’s actually talking or communicating somehow. So the ship is alive. Everything is alive here. Everything is conscious and communicating within itself.
F: How is it navigated? How is it steered?
A: By thoughts. By thought alone. It’s propelled by thoughts. We’re willing it with the machine... or it’s not a machine, it’s a being somehow. It’s an enormous manta ray-like thing with dark... almost like if you were to touch the outside of the craft it would be like a short velvet. Underneath it’s white. It’s almost like a killer whale or something like that in colouring, but it’s like a big manta ray and it is a being.
It’s alive and we are propelling it with thought.
F: So the one who is actually navigating it with thought, is the DNA connected to the ship?
A: Yes.
Everybody uses their thought and links in their thought when it needs to go somewhere or needs more power.
Well, it’s not power in that sense. We would join mind-force to give it extra energy if we had a long way to travel, or needed to go faster or jump somehow. We can join forces. There is a guy, I think it is a man, at the front of the ship. He’s not just the captain. There are a couple of them. He puts his hands on something when he wants to more directly interface with this craft. But there are not loads of technical buttons and other bits and bobs. It’s quite simple somehow. It’s quite organic.
F: How many are on this ship?
A: Hundreds. It’s massive. But probably about ten to twenty people in the front of this craft.
There is a big screen, like in Star Trek, where there’s a screen that you can see various things going on.
We are just moving at the moment.
F: So is the screen actually a window or is it a screen?
A: I think it can be both.
It can be both.
We can look out from where we... how we are travelling.
We are not travelling through space like blackness.
It’s actually travelling like... flipping through layers of stuff rather than...
F: When you say flipping, do you mean going up or down or straight forward...?
A: Going through.....going straight forward. It’s almost like we are going through a tunnel, almost like layers of stuff, just light patterns, but we’re moving through them. It could be a window if it needed to be, if you see what I mean. It does both.
F: All the people on there, are they humanoids the same as you?
A: Yeah, sort of, but they are different.
They’ve got a round face with like a scarf tied around...
The back of their heads is much bigger and juts out at the back.
It’s like a navy webbed fabric.
Almost like they are wearing a very fine knitted, woven, elasticated hat.
They have got very long necks and a high outfit that comes right up under their neckline.
Their face is round and, at the back, you can’t see the hair, but their head juts out and it is bigger, like an elongated skull.
They’ve got oval-shaped eyes.
Some of them have got these crystals in their forehead, but not everyone.
Some have got some that are much smaller.
They don’t have any teeth.
They have lips and a nose, much smaller.
They’re quite tall.
Very elegant.
Very peaceful and friendly.
Very unobtrusive.
Their energy is very laid back.
F: So they communicate through telepathy to each other?
A: They can speak.
Actually, they are making jokes with me and with Sha-Rhyn, who I’m with.
They’re laughing at me in a nice way because they can see I seem slightly disorientated.
But I am actually from there and have been travelling with them.
They’re welcoming me back and laughing because they can see that I’m a bit shocked by what has happened to me.
I can’t remember being there, but it’s like I have been away for a little bit.
I’ve gone on a mission and it’s taking me time to remember that I’m one of them.
They’re laughing because it’s like, "You don’t look like you know where you are. Don’t you remember us?"
They’re just ribbing me and using their voices, and have dropped down to vocal speech just to take the piss out of me, basically, and have a laugh.
But it’s good-natured.
F: Have you any idea where you are now? Do you know where you come from?
A: We’re travelling back somewhere.
We’re going up to some higher-level councils and we are going to come out of the density that we were in.
They had to come nearer to bridge, to come and collect me, and I made it on time.
I don’t know why, it’s like I’ve done something and it’s like I’ve got back.
We are going to some other higher dimension.
We’ve got to meet with some other council.
I have got some knowledge that I have learned that I’m here to bring back.
I’ve been on some mission somewhere and I think... I feel like maybe, in my mind, I have been gone for a really long time, but actually I might have only been gone for a short amount of time.
Again, my sense of time... my brain feels like grrr, like it’s struggling slightly to assimilate these two different perceptions of time.
But now we’ve got this thing, something I have done, or something I’ve brought back.
Now I need to go back and report to some other higher councils about what I’ve been doing, and we’re going there now.
They came to get me.
They bridged to get me and now we are going somewhere else.
F: If I can move you forward then to when you are there, can you describe what you see?
A: There’s an absolutely massive planet.
It’s like Earth in the sense that it’s blue and it’s lit by a sun, or at least one light source.
It’s massive.
We’re above it.
There’s a portal in the atmosphere, outer atmosphere, of this planet.
So we’ve come in this craft, but we’re not going to land on the planet like you would a plane.
We’re going to go to this... it’s almost like a solidification of space.
We’re going to go there and that’s how we’re going to get down onto the surface of this planet.
A massive planet.
It’s alive.
Everything is alive and it’s talking to each other, and if you chose to tune in you can hear, but it doesn’t...
It’s like a low noise, but if I want to I can tune in and find out various things or tune in to these conversations.
So we are going to go down onto this...
We just need to think it.
That’s all we need to do, is think we are going to go onto this platform, portal space, and then we again...
I feel like a rushing of air and again another sort of popping sensation.
I can taste, not a metallic taste, it’s like that water.
Like a silky, cool, almost minty taste in my mouth and my eyes are watering.
The air’s very cold, but not uncomfortably so.
The air is thicker, almost like a mist or a fog, but I can’t see it.
I can feel it.
It feels different to breathe.
So there are a few of us going and we’re going to go on this platform.
From there, again, there is just a few of us assembling.
When we’re all assembled we’re going to go down onto the surface of this planet, whatever it is.
Now we’re stood in a particular pattern that tails off into a triangle behind us.
One person at the back and quite a few of us at the front.
We’re ready to go and we’re all laughing.
Again, it’s like something really nice and everyone is excited and buzzing with mental chitter-chatter, with lots of joking.
I wonder whether we’ve been through something quite tense because it seems like everybody’s relieved, in a way, that we’ve achieved something that might have been quite difficult to do.
So we’re ready now.
We’re thinking and it’s actually like it forms a pattern in my mind when we all link in.
It’s almost like I am thinking something and can feel it at the same time.
It’s like this fitting together of this triangle shape and now we’re...
Again, my eyes feel like they are watering and I can feel that this air’s almost foggy and thick to breathe.
I can hear someone reassuring me from the side, just saying, "Just breathe. It’s absolutely fine. It’s safe."
Because I am like... gasps...
It’s taking me a moment.
I am still acclimatising.
Now we are going down.
Now I feel a whooshing movement down.
It almost takes your breath away.
It’s travelling very fast.
Chapter 3 — Returning to Source
After completing her mission through the portal, Abigail returns to a higher state of awareness where she begins to understand the deeper purpose behind her journey. She explores her connection to Source, the nature of consciousness, the reason souls choose to experience life on Earth, and the importance of free will and learning.
As she reconnects with the higher realms, Abigail is guided to the Yanas council, where she describes a collective consciousness beyond physical form and shares the knowledge she has gained from her experience.
F: Can I move you forward to when this being, this person actually comes…
A: It is a collective. It’s a big collective. All this energy is starting to stream out through this sort of screen, and we can see them, but they’re sort of indistinct and almost like light-fire, fiery sort of figures.
Not flames, but they’re sort of shifting almost like a flame.
They’ve got eyes, but nothing else is really distinct.
Their energy is coming out through this, like tendrils of energy, like smoke or something, coming out through this screen, and it’s intersecting and almost surrounding this lattice-like shape that we are making with our minds.
So it’s forming again, like joining these two energies together so we can communicate.
F: Do you know where they’re from?
A: They are the Yanas.
They’re almost beyond the 12 dimensions.
They’re one of the highest councils before we move to the primal light fields.
This is primal sound fields, so they’re really high.
They’re close to Source.
F: What are they called again?
A: Yanas.
F: Yanas.
A: I feel like crying.
It’s like being bathed in something, in just love.
And we have been out as a collective, and my group that I’m in with Sha-Rhyn and whoever we are, we’ve been out doing something, and it’s almost like…
Not won, but we proved or demonstrated something.
We’ve achieved something, and so now we’ve brought it to this Yanas council.
F: What are you communicating to them? Can you explain that?
A: Something to do with planet Earth, and we’ve seeded part of ourselves there, and we’ve been successful in doing so.
It forms a bridge of energy all the way back down to Earth…
A really long way away.
It’s like this silver thread somehow that I can see, and I don’t know if it’s real or whether it represents what we have seeded onto the Earth.
But we’ve done some work there, and I was one of the last ones to leave.
I had to do something there, to leave something there somehow and secure this portal.
I don’t know how to describe it, but we’ve been successful.
And it’s really hard to get a sense of time because I can’t perceive time in the linear way like I did on the planet, and I’m still adjusting actually to this.
It’s almost like we said that we were going to try and do something, and we’ve actually managed to do it.
So we have brought this knowledge back to the Yanas council, and that’s why I’m there.
F: So can you describe more what you did?
A: I seeded something into the planet’s grid somehow, up in the mountain range, or did something.
I put something there, like a homing device…
Or I don’t know, it’s not like a device, it’s like a…
By drinking that water maybe, or something, I was like a key holder somehow, and had to go through that gate or portal.
And because I did, I’ve brought something with me from the planet, and I can’t quite describe it, but I’ve interfaced something.
F: So you have brought something from planet Earth?
A: Yes.
I went there to do something and did it, and somehow, I don’t know what it is, but I’ve come back almost out the way I came in.
And I have left that…
I’ve seeded that energy somehow into the fabric of that planet, which means something is there, and it’s like breathing, almost like broadcasting something.
F: Is it safe?
A: Yes.
F: Nothing can touch it now?
A: I don’t think so.
It was a bit of a mission, I think.
I get a feeling that it was a bit of a short chance of that being successful, but I’ve done it.
And that’s why everyone is really, really chuffed that I’ve managed to do it…
But it was close.
F: So the energy or whatever you put in there, where is that from, where are you from?
A: I am from God source, I’ve come from there but have come down into .. I'm not in a fully incarnate form because this body is much lighter but I’ve come from somewhere much higher up somehow in the densities, but I’ve sent a portion of myself down with some of the other groups to do this work on the planet.
F: So it’s like a fragment of you?
A: Yes, I couldn’t see that when I was down there, I felt like I was just an individual but now I am up here I can feel myself rearranging and perceptions changing and I’m assimilating that I sent a portion of myself down there to go and do this work and I’ve managed to re-collect it, that’s why I’ve managed to get out of here. I had a bit of myself down there that I couldn’t almost.. until I got that ... I came out the same way that I went in and it’s like I had to recollect that part of myself in order to get out but I’m like the last man out somehow. There is some significance to that.
F: When you look at layers which dimension are you in?
A: Up in the twelfth dimension now.
F: So you are very high up.
A: Yes.
F: Are you in the same universe as earth or have you shifted over to a different universe?
A: I’ve shifted over and I’m in a parallel universe. We’ve been interfacing with that universe because of the work we had to do, that we came here to do, but it’s like we have almost been stationed there doing some work but then we have come out of that bit and now we’re interfacing with the Yanas council which is much much higher level but we are still in this dimensional scale if you see what I mean.
F: Yes so was that universe created after the one that you’re in?
A: Was earth universe created after the one I’m in? They were all created at the same time but the consciousness only moved out into them progressively and that’s one of the last station points before all of those dimensions will start to progressively fuse back together and then come back in somehow. It’s almost like blowing something out and eventually it sort of collapses back in on itself and I got involved in the process
F: Do you mean that there will be one massive universe in the end?
A: There are many, many, many universes.
F: So they’re not all going to come together as one?
A: No, this is one tiny fragment this is. This is one tiny corner of the cosmos.
F: Do you know how a universe is created?
A: Source has a thought within itself and that thought condenses like a crystal almost, like a bubble within creation itself, and that is then imbued with a portion of Source consciousness which has the intention to manifest and that crystal starts to form, like a crystal growing and that’s how things are manifested. They come from source and they go through many different phases of manifestations, solidification, into this manifest form that we know on this planet. All these things are happening within the mind of God Source.
F: So source - is that crystal based then?
A: No, it is beyond all of those things, it can't be named, it's all of those things, that’s the easiest explanation. It's almost like it's a bubble and inside that bubble matter begins to coagulate with specific intentions, the thought forms of God Source to experience itself sets the template of manifestation and then that manifests on that.
F: Why is there so much duality on earth, is that everywhere? Because we have good and bad, dark and light...
A: God Source wants to ... everything within the mind of God Source is ... just experiences and everything is allowed and everything is valuable and meaningful and there’s no polarity at Source but that’s one of the infinite … not even use a number, because source isn’t seen to have numbers, but we would describe it as an infinite number of possible experiences that Source can have and one of those things when you come out into the far reaches of the densities. When you come right down into the lower densities where planet Earth is we know that we have come here to experience and live in a fully individuated body with a relatively individuated mental capacity. We come here to experience polarity, death of the body, everything is thrown into shadow here through the light of Source if you see what I mean it’s come here to experience all of those things and it’s cold and a long way out here from Source - but to Source everything is immediate but we will perceive time and space as a linear thing here.
F: Why do beings, why do souls actually want to come to Earth, what’s the purpose of that?
A: Learning, everything is for learning, to test out, to try, to see. God Source is constantly manifesting, it is expansive, playful, creative, exploratory and so we come here to grow, this planet’s a nursery. There’s a lot of stuff that has gone wrong around here in the sense that there has been a lot of abuse of free will choice which has exacerbated that polarity, but this is within God Source, this is just experience and everything is still loved and accepted. Its experience of us out here that feels very discrete and individuated but that’s just a perception, it’s almost like a bubble within, it’s like a chink of crystal within a much bigger formation.
F: Ok so actually having a life on Earth, is that damaging the soul in any way?
A: No. The worst that is going to happen is that everybody is going home that comes out here. Everything, every being, every atom, every sub-atom, every tiny thing, everything is going home eventually. So nothing is lost within the mind of God Source but we have the experience of being lost out here and that's ... if you want to know the love of God Source, and appreciate that fully, one of the things we do is come out to experience loss of that connection so that we can understand the true value of that. And also God wants to know what it’s like to not know itself. But no it doesn’t damage us, we have the perception of damage and it can be experientially extremely unpleasant but that’s just an experience that we’re having. It is hard for me to describe - it’s almost like having two different perceptions. No nothing is ever lost and we all go home one way or another - it's actually how you get home, we’re all going home but the choices that you make will determine the path that you take to get home and the quality of that experience and also whether you go back with all this memory and experience intact, like a returning child that goes out into the world and learns and comes back to share that knowledge or you could go back just as dust and not remember anything. You could be a great being and make choices that cause that integrity to fail but you still come back but you won’t remember any of those things.
F: I suppose you could start again?
A: Yes I’ve been to earth before and I have come back and actually this is 2nd seeding, so I’ve come back again, I have volunteered again to go back.
F: Why did you want to do that?
A: Because of love and because I know that I’m safe and I’m testing myself actually, this is a big test for me, I’ve gone to Earth before and I’ve come back out and I’ve ascended back into Source and I’ve come back out again. This is the second time I’ve come out of Source and I’ve done it out of love and also to almost test myself of 'do I really believe in that love, can I really trust that Source will bring me home again' because I know that it was not dangerous but a risky mission for me to go because I knew I would forget everything and I’ve got a huge amount of knowledge. I’ve been around for a really long time so this was like a lot to gamble with here because there was a chance that I could have gone back and fallen for whatever reason and made choices that meant that I couldn’t ever get back. I was putting all of that on the table and still standing in love and saying no I still ... I love Source so much that I’ll go back. I also had lots of keys or energy or information somehow inside me but still done out of love and trust. Also the part of me that has been out in that density down into Earth also recognises, I suppose, that I’ve been around for so long, it's … time from that place doesn’t feel the same as it does when you are on Earth. I can’t explain it but it’s irrelevant somehow.
F: So what about the Karma, the Karmas carried over from each life, when you come away from Earth life that carries on. So can you say anything about the Karma now you are seeing it from a different perspective? Is it actually Karma, I know it is just valuable lessons …
A: It's light. It's the free will choices you make determine whether you build light or you shed light. The more you can choose to work with the forces of the universe which are loving, creative and expansive the more you will be in the throw of that. If you keep choosing against it you can't carry as much light and so you get bogged down in that density.
F: That makes sense yes. OK I want to get you back to where you were in this formation and you are passing the knowledge on. You are with the Yanas now ... I want you to describe what’s happening.
A: They are embracing us energetically. We went out there to try to prove something or to ask permission somehow and we had to do this challenge somehow - it has taken actually all of us to... that's a really big job, we have all had to try to assemble all these different parts of ourselves back into something cohesive. To move up through these … to come back to the Yanas and it's like a collective effort. It's almost like I was the last one so it’s almost like I was holding the door open for everything else to come through the last bit, I've had to jump through myself, I was holding it somehow. So the Yanas are just, they’re not.. it's a force, they are not in any way individual bodies, it's a huge sort of cloud of consciousness somehow that takes … sometimes it shivers into flames like forms with eyes sometimes you can see … not eyes you can see physically but you can see that you are being looked at.
F: So the flames you say are almost like plasma...
A: The building we are in is plasma, these are beyond that, they are beyond any.... They’re not pure … they are pure light beings. They laugh when I say that.
F: What do they want to be known as?
A: They are the Yanas, they are a collective they are either at the top or just out of this time matrix, really funny, everyone is really funny, there’s a lot of good humour here.
F: Good. How tall are they, can you see?
A: The Yanas?
F: Yes.
A: They are not in body.