Stef continued...
F: But that's in the same being is it?
S: No they are descendent like of half and half
F: You say they look like they’ve got slits....is that correct....for their eyes?
S: Not slits but very narrow slitted eyes.
F: And what about the nose, you said that went up right into the forehead ...........the bridge of the nose?
S: The bridge of the nose went there but the point of the nose is very muted like against the face
F: What about the lips, are they thin or big?
S: Yeah thin and just look like the lips of people that you see who are demonically possessed like chapped and cracked...very off putting..... everything about them is very off putting
F: What about the neck is that thick or is that thin?
S: It's quite thin...like stringy and you can see the tendons
F: So are these beings are they actually tall or small? Or are they all different?
S: They are quite tall
F: So these have arrived on earth now, so what are you seeing, have you actually got one in front of you or do you just know about them coming?
S: I think I'm in a camp, one of the places that a bunch of us moved to when we all lost our homes to stay together in a community, they come and find the camps and I can see them taking more women to take them as wives - they’ll rape them and start their linage on earth and start manifesting fully into the physical
F: So do you know now where they’ve actually come from……what they're called? I know they were pretending to be Arcturians, but do you have a name for them.
S: Somewhere like... K R E L O R.....that's where they're from.
F: What’s the purpose of them being on the planet? What's their main goal?
S: They want to take over and make it their own so...they can create what they want to create...
F: Ok so, the human race is actually master manifesters so have they this ability to do that.... to manifest?
S: We were learning... the people in Atlantis and Lemuria were the ones who were mastering it
F: These humans are the ones that they wanted to actually.....
S: They were the teachers, they were the ones who would have been able to give the information away, to teach.....they were teaching
F: Was that the information that was being saved in the crystal skulls
S: Yeah, I think...some of the information has to do with...the Merkaba......travel...they had a decision. they knew how some of them, a few of them on Lemuria were the ones that were best at mastering manifestation and had control over themselves, could activate and use their Merkabas but the rest of humanity wasn’t there yet so they could escape, but, they would leave the rest of humanity and Earth... so instead some of this was the information that they took and put away
F: Is that because they didn't want to stay on Earth with them?
S: They didn't want to stay but they did and they took the knowledge and put it in so...when...when they were ready, the masters could or would be at a place where they could use their Merkabas....to travel
F: How did they do that?
S: I'm not sure... I think some people have to use ritual...the highest masters... it was deep meditation and intention, they knew how it worked so they could do it
F: So it's a lot of inner work?
S: It's a lot knowing the mechanics...it's some of the information they took
F. Going back to that scene with the crystal skulls, what are you seeing now?
S: The jobs been done…….. I took the skull to the place…….it has to do with how time isn't linear - there are already places to put these skulls…..great specific places….almost like some of them had big plinths…like they would exactly fit
F: So the one that you took - how did you actually travel there?
S: Quietly…mainly through boats and some was across land
F: So it's walking and sailing mostly?
S: Mostly I prefer to walk…..I had a good guidance system…. I know where I’m going
F: Alright let me move you once again, so we're going to leave that scene behind you... and move again to an important day in that life and just tell me what you see?
S: I have a child, it's my first child……. I finally have a family….. I'm not alone anymore
F: So, what can you see?
S: Where we are we're still like Nomads - we travel, we're in a tent....and my new wife has just given birth to a baby boy.
F: Lovely so what's your wife's name?
S: Sara with a C...Cara.
F: And what about your little boy - what's his name?
S: Jeremiah
F: So how are you feeling now that you've got a little boy?
S: It's my reward for what I’ve done but I'm worried for him
F: Why?
S: The world he's coming into...he's going to inherit... the way things might go
F: Are you worried about the planet then at the moment?
S: Everybody is
F: What’s happening to make you worry?
S: There’s no peace...everybody seems to live in fear...less relaxation...less trust...people, some of them are starting to lose faith. and hope. That's the darkest part, that's the part that's really upsetting.
F: Is everybody aware of it or is it just certain people?
S: I think most people are aware of it now I think or maybe some....in the furthest reaches…..they haven’t got to them yet….. it's pretty prevalent now…….it’s becoming a new way of life
F: Do you know if there's any way to overcome it?
S: I feel our fates been resigned to somewhere in the future...relying on the collective, I know from my work that the skulls....they need to be stable and confident and powerful enough to use the information but right now they are on a downward spiral.. I can't see it happening for a very long time
F: Tell me what you're seeing now, you've just had a baby boy, what's actually happening - what can you see?
S: My wife she's very tired.....sickly.......a lot of people are getting sick and they're didn't used to be this much sickness.
F: When you say sickness what is it exactly that's she's got?
S: She's frail and even though she's just given birth she's quite thin...she's more tired than you'd except even after giving birth....there's not a lot of food about and weakness comes from a lot of places....any place they can attack, any place they can weaken....everybody's so tired
F: Is this to do with the energy that's on the planet then?
S: Yeah, it's the feeling of oppression....giving up and being beaten down
F: So does anybody have the strength to fight back with this or has it weakened all of humanity?
S: No, I feel that we're still strong flames burning…..hope people, strong enough to rally and carry on
F: I'd like you to move away from that scene now and I want you to go forward to the last day of your life in that life and I want you to tell me what you see.
S: I'm in a bed and my wife is there....she still doesn't look well but she looks better than I do right now.......my son I think he's about 9 or 10.....I finally succumbed…..I’ve given up too much on faith and hope, I know it's never going to happen in this lifetime....I'm very warn out
F: Is there anything in particular that actually caused this apart from that - is there anything that's more of a discomfort in your body....or is it general all over?
S: Possibly cancer, but it's a feeling of just not wanting to anymore
F: Where is the cancer?
S: I think at this point its spread all over my but I think it started in my chest.......I feel heaviness around my heart….I think it may have started in my brain...I'm still pure of heart but my minds failing me and I've lost control of my emotions and it affected my heart and lots of headaches and confusion......it's like not mind control but mind games...and self-doubt....doubt about everything. I feel guilt
F: Why do you feel guilt?
S: Because...I know deep down that there is hope......I played my part in it with the skulls...I saw the information going in to what I know works I know they're there but I'm just done......but I have this ill wife and a young son and I don't know how much longer my wife’s going to be alive.....my guilt is mainly over my son
F: But won't your son be alright, you taught him quite a lot haven't you?
S: I'm scared that he will think that immediately I die that I've giving up on him
F: Can you tell him that now?
S: Yes
F: So there's nothing to feel guilty about is there?
S: No I’m just very tired...I've done my work
F: So what's happening now then?
S: I think I'm dying
F: Ok well let's move you forward to when you've gone through the death and you're on the other side, can you see your body?
S: Yes.
F: What’s happening what else can you see?
S: My son, he's... he's a strong boy...he's holding...my hand...I know he can feel it going cold...there's tears in his eyes, he's crying a little bit...he's crying with bravery.
F: Because he's a strong boy isn't he?
S: There is grief but I don't think he's angry at me.
F: No he's got no reason to be angry at you and what about your wife, what's happening with her?
S: She's sat... she's very quiet... I'm wondering if she's going to follow me soon.....I think my son's wondering that too.....I'm trying to let her know that before she gets too lost or ill she need to make sure he's looked after
F: Does she know that?
S: She does but she's struggling.
F: So what happens with your body now, what will they do with it?
S: Usually it will be put inside some sort of pyramid structure to preserve the family......tends to be the ritual.....I think sometimes they worry that they may want to come back...so they try and keep the bodies nice. They don't have the freedom to do that so much anymore.
F: So will they wrap you in something?
S: Yes but it's not thick it's not really for preservation, they do this, they bury me in deep.... very deep..... I’m not sure it's like..clay and maybe other.minerals that they pack around my body.....very tightly packed....very thick, like a coffin made directly around me
F: so, now you're on the other side of it and you can see from a different perspective what did you think to that life, did you think it was a good life?
S: I did well……. I had a large part to play in helping preserve the information from Atlantis and Lemuria....without me the...that place in the desert might not have been...found...the Priests might not of had the scrolls...the skulls may not of been created...and I managed to pass on a human child....not half and half like they wanted but a purebred
F: So the lessons that you wanted to learn in that life, did you learn them as well?
S: I think so....there was a lot of self-mastery....I was by myself a lot of the times especially in my travels, I had to rely on myself
F: So you put a lot of trust in yourself then?
S: Yes.
F: So that was a good life then so now that you are on the other side of it, what can you see? Is there anybody there with you?
S: I have parents and a baby sister
F: So they've come to meet you there?
S: Yeah, they've been waiting for me.
S: I’ve realised how much they've been around me...I didn't realise that whilst I was down there
F: Are they a part of your protection or was that other beings?
S: They weren’t part of the five but yea they were guiding me
F: Where are you going to go next, do you know, are they taking you somewhere?
S: They’re taking me to see the bigger picture and understanding more of Earth and its importance of the dark ones and why they came and what they're doing. I need to understand what they are doing and planning, that’s what my next move is going to be based around……and I also need to keep on protecting at least the one skull
F: Ok so what are you seeing now then?
S: I'm choosing a life that's some sort of guide, I’m trying to bring that purity back to people’s hearts
F: So this is the next life that you're going into that you're just sorting out, where are you at the moment while you're deciding this?
S: It's abit like a room in a temple, like a logistics room or a planning room where you can see all the movements like chess......and I can see the next moves and I’m just deciding on where I'm needed most or where I have the most influence
F: Do you want to go to the point when you’ve actually decided where you're going to go and just tell me what you decided on?
S: It's the Americas…. the Native Americans’....they’re Nomads……..they’re part of the descendants of those that had to move from Lemuria.
F: Have you picked your parents and who you're going to actually live with?
S: No, I don't think so
F: Will you actually decide who later on or is it just that you go for the next one that’s available…..the next baby, how does it work?
S: I’ll decide the area and then my soul family, who's available to me, who's aware of the planning everything up….. a bit like the string theory...and then where the majority of the points meet it's the best place for manifestation into the physical.
F: And you're happy to go back to Earth are you?
S: Yeah, I came here to help, and I want to stay with my people…. the ones that move around
F: So you're not in one place then
S: No because I don't really have a home...I'm waiting to have my home back
F: But does it feel nice in the place that you're at the moment while you're deciding?
S: Oh yeah
F: Are you in a kind of building while you're deciding this........where are you?
S: I can't say it's attached to a building, but it’s a room.....there are other souls there... I think maybe two or three who are also looking to where to go, making decisions...I don't really know them they are not part of my soul family.....I'm working with them...and then there are a few guides....they take you to different parts of the room... the map of ...the people are... feelings are different.....areas of life you can specialise in
I then called on the Higher Self to come forward to ask questions, only part of this information has been shared here. I firstly asked why Stef was shown that life.
S: To show importance….it was a pivotal point of history; she’s a keeper of knowledge even from herself
F: When you say she's a keeper of knowledge even from herself, what do you mean by that?
S: She guarded all of knowledge, we showed her that because she realised the knowledge in those skulls it could be dangerous to those who weren't ready
F: So you were just showing her that one day this knowledge will come out, and is this going to come out through her then or is it coming through the crystal skulls that are going to be found?
S: They already know where the crystal skulls are and she will help spread the knowledge, but not before she's ready.
F: Ok so how does she get to be ready - what does she have to do?
S: You have to be pure of heart to see the truth they’re can’t be any remnants of selfishness
F: So would she have remnants of something in her heart still that she needs to remove?
S: She's feeling that she failed her mission, she hasn't.....all her lives are missions and been similar, to protect Earth and humanity...it causes her a lot of pain…all the pain on the planet
F: But she did a really good job in that life didn't she
S: Yeah
F: So she's got nothing to feel bad about has she, she's done a really good job
S: No, that's where the pain started...the pain came from...another place...it's not her nature, it's not something that is innately hers
F: Right so can that be removed then?
S: Yes
F: How can we remove that?
S: The pain and the darkness - I had to show her that and where it comes from, it's not part of what was originally planned to be the natural state, it's not something that is eternal, or that she has to carry around - it's not something that has to keep coming back to her or to everybody
F: Ok so once she hears you say that to her will that change for her?
S: Yes
F: Good ok, so it's like she's carrying the weight of the world on her shoulder?
S: Very much so
F: And she doesn't need to do that anymore
S: No this pain she doesn't need to remove it it's not part of her, it’s something that's been placed on her and everybody on the Earth
F: So where's that come from originally then when you say it has been placed on her, is it like an imprint from something?
S: It was the dark ones, the energy they brought, the fear and the doubt... ancient programming of the mind... powerful….. to put such distrust in yourself….and they've manifested the very book they wanted to stop people from connecting with their higher selves and their true intuition - the truth
F: So how is it going on the planet now are we shifting away from that and managing to remove this dark energy?
S: Yes but it's a messy process, a lot of people like to cling on to the pain just like she has, thinking it's innate and it's so well known that it can't possibly not exist, like that true confidence is a dream that it's the natural state
F: So if she can manifest the goodness back into her heart again and remove these blocks she'll feel a lot better won't she?
S: She's always pure of heart and always has been, it's never changed but yes there are blocks
F: We'll come to that in a second, I just want to ask you if there's anybody in that life that's in this life with her now?
S: Her son is her current mother, with the guilt she feels for leaving her mother in any way is the same guilt she felt of having to leave that life with her son because she was so tired, it was what she wanted
F: Why did she want to be the child of her mother in this life?
S: When she died in that life the guilt came from having to leave
F: So it's to do with Karma is it - she wanted to work that out?
S: It was to understand the pain from both sides..... the pain of wanting to leave and the pain of being left
F: So is her mother in this life, is she going to leave then?
S: Eventually
F: But is she growing tired?
S: She has been tired for a very long time
F: So it's like a balancing out of the experience?
S: Yes also to teach her mother how tired you can feel, when she dies and she feels that release she'll understand better, it’ll further her souls journey to understand the relief that comes with death after a lot of hard work - to want it and accept it
F: Could you explain to her how she can remove that - all that guilt?
S: The heart what the heart wants, it's okay to take a rest after working so hard and it’s kind of what death is....that's what sleep is every night so we need Earth to relax and separate from the density of this world
F: Ok so when she sleeps at night were does she actually go?
S: Lots of places, a lot of alternative dimensions - alternative lifetimes
F: So is she actually living a different life at the moment while she's here?
S: All of her lifelines are very similar, she’s lost in trying to find the place, the home, that was originally lost in Lemuria and that's the tie with the Romanies and the Native Americans. These people who move from place to place, because they knew their true place is waiting to come back
F: And she's one of the ones that will help bring that back?
S: Yes
F: So she just needs to realise where this guilt has come from and then she can shift it can she?
S: Yes
F: So how many lives has Stefanie actually had on this planet?
F: Around 700
F: Right so she's been here a long time then?
S: Yes
F: Is that by choice?
S: Yes
F: Where was she before Earth?
S: She was on Sirius
F: So thank you for that confirmation, what was her job on Sirius?
S: She helped….. kept the waters on the planet. The cleansing of them, the blessing. The mother of the water, like this is her water theory, the Aquarius, the water bearer, the pregnant mother, with the womb filled with water and water is a spiritual lubricant
F: And it holds memories as well doesn't it?
S: Yes it's strongly, very easily influenced,
F: So is there anything that she could bring into this life from there, I mean to do with water, is there something that you recommend that she has in her room or not?
S: She started looking into making crystal waters, Elixirs and they do change the water and taking that in will help change her vibration...it's an easy way for her to elevate and help pain and other matters
F: Ok so she's actually on that path already then so she's doing the right thing
S: She would love to start to experience the confidence and like to start swimming again, her confidence needs to be there...but the water she has forgotten slightly the freedom she felt in it as a child and it's this freedom that will help
F: Is your advice to actually go swimming then?
S: Yes
F: And will she do that? Is there anything she can overcome to do that?
S: She'll worry about the chemicals in the water but she was fine as a child and she'll be fine now.
F: Alright so that's not going to bother her?
S: No
F: I think it's more important to get in the water isn't it whatever
S: Yes
F: So what is she actually doing in this life? I know she's holding the information and is going to come out at the right time but below the surface what is she actually doing here? I know she's helping - but how?
S: The major part of her mission from the very beginning was to protect what remains of the pure of heart in others and regain in those that have lost it, this is what she's best at….. she's very good at guiding people to find their good….their power...
F: What’s the connection with mother Mary that she has?
S: She has this tendency of picking lives where she's a keeper. ??It's something that I cannot confirm right now. It's something she needs to connect with further but this, keeper and giver, mother..,..this person that tends to look after things is an essence of her, either way we are all one.
F: I didn't know if is it was like a DNA connection to her energy or what it is - because I realise that there are streams of DNA that people in this life can actually connect to. So I do know quite a few Mother Marys'….I know Mary Magdalenes' and Joan of Arks', there’s not just one so am I right in thinking that it is a stream of energy…….a path of DNA…..it’s a consciousness basically
S: Yeah they’re like aspects as you’ll find…… some people are the aspect of an Archangel.....Mother Mary is an aspect of Archeia Mary…….Archangel Raphael’s twin flame…..this is Archeia Mary the aspect she comes from….. Raphael would be then…..they’re primarily healers, nurtures, lovers
F: So when you say aspect, is it that because we are all one we tune in to that aspect and we draw it in….is that what you mean?
S: It's the other way around…..more like when you ascend so high and start creating from yourself instead of directly from source, like a……soul children…... like soul aspects
F: So she'll understand that won’t she?
S: Yeah
F: There was a soul nurse that she went to and she said she couldn’t access her Akashic record as she was a Changeling soul – so what was going off there - is that something that she’s not got to be worried about?
S: she doesn’t have to be worried about it…no
F: Was that true or was she making that up?
S: No there are ties to the fey but it's not so much that she’s part of a group that doesn't want to be found out – it is the keeping of the knowledge. There’s as much information that were written in those scrolls as in her Akashic records and those must be handled carefully
F: Yeah so she couldn’t have anybody looking into that then?
S: No not just anybody no
F: You said earlier on that it depends on how she moves forward as to when she gets that information is that correct?
S:it will come.
F:Think you said when the time is right didn’t you
S: If she attempts to move faster than she needs to......who knows what she’s capable of…..her enthusiasm is applauded and that’s what I love about her (laughing) something very admirable about her whenever she gets in over her head
F...Well she can handle it can’t she
S: Yeah (laughing)
F: So that’s the end of the questions but I was interested to know why you wanted Stefanie to come to me today?
S: This is the ending and the beginning of a new journey, she was just kind of finding out who she was before and now there’s something a little bit more concrete to stand on and build with. She’s been getting nine’s today – the first time she looked at the clock in the car it was 919
F: It’s new beginning
S: You’re helping end what needs to be ended and begin what needs to be begun
F: Yeah – have you a final message for Stefanie….is there anything you want to say?
S: Enjoy your work and enjoy your life because it is temporary and as much work as there is to be done it’s also meant to be full of joy…. to be enjoyed
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